The Fake Smile That We Have To Put

I knew it pretty well that i could never have that special spot you reserved for her. She's the goddess of your life that you've ever dream for, it will forever remain exist and live somewhere within you, your heart, your self. I know you could never forget about her as if she's the needle to your thread. Maybe i should try harder? I can only hid my enviousness by putting and keep on smiling :) 

Though i feel grateful enough to have you by my side.

 

Pardon my: unnecessary, insecurity, silly thoughts .

Your Power - Billie Eilish

Orange Juice - Melanie Martinez

Unfair - Thenbhd

Prom Queen - Beach Bunny

Mrs Potato Head - Melanie Martinez

Ykwim - Yot Club

Cry - CAS

The Less I Kow The Better - Tame Impala

Creep - Radiohead

Everything I Wanted - Billie Eilish

Fragile - Kygo