It may not look like i achieve that much but i really do achieved something big, something really meaningful and beautiful for me and i achieved a lot of things for this year in an abstract ways. The most beautiful things that i encounter this year was a person .
He was a guy that i met on this year and i just get to know him recently. I was really thankful and i feel like the luckiest because he let me in and be a parts of his life. I really admires him .
He seems like a cold person but once you really get to know him you get to see the sweet&warm sides of him. I'll be straight and say that he really does seem like a cold and cruel person that doesn't care or don't wanna care at all but not to me. Sometimes i became really greedy and wish that it will be me, only me that get this side of him. Am i not supposed to be like that? Does it make me a bad person for wanting to kept it all to myself.
To me, he was a person that's full with wisdom. Experience, knowledge with good or bad things, he got it all.
He's been facing hardships through life but somehow he manage to survive through all of it.
I'm really proud of him to be able to get this far .
One of the things that i really owe to him was he gave me a dreams and goals for life. When there's someone ask me '' what is your goals in life? '' or '' do you had a dreams in your life? '' i became freeze and stunned suddenly. No matter how much i wreck my brain i just couldn't find myself a goals that i really want to achieve, let alone a dreams. But now i found it and i really have this strong desires to achieve the goals and dreams that i want .
His existence and his presence was really important to me and it really does gave a big impact on my life. Without him, it won't be possible for me to chase and achieve both of my goals and my dreams. On top of that, i found myself that i only dares to dreams and setting a goal within him only. It's because he was the reason that makes me dare to dream .
Easiest way to say and express it would be He Was The Main Things And Every Center Of My Goals And My Dreams.
He himself was the point of everything.
To be by his sides forever are the thing that i really hope for.
To be able to make him happy and smiling ,
To be able to take care of him ,
To be able be the person he looks for and wish for ,
To be able to be someone that will be kept by his side forever ,
To be able to be someone he seek comfort ,
To be able to be really enough for him ,
To be able to be the person he find when he feel like everthing is crumble
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To be able to be his everthing, his home .
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